Watch Me

My voice has been stifled, but no longer will I allow fear to keep me silent. I am not going to fear rocking the boat, stirring the pot, stepping on someone’s toes, and making people feel uncomfortable. I am not going to dim my light, diminish my accomplishments, shrink my worthiness just to make people feel comfortable. I’ve held too much in for too long. This is my time. I am going to make a change in the lives of many. I am going to continue to be a light in dark places. It’s not my fault that people are so insecure and have such low self-esteem that they would do anything to try to bring me down, bully me, and make me feel less than. Did you not know that your negative words, slick comments, sly remarks, and jokes about me made directly to me while in a general conversation were making me stronger and showing me exactly who YOU REALLY ARE! Your words and actions have motivated me even further and have pushed me to higher heights! You are going to watch me eat at the table that has been prepared for me. Watch me! Watch me continue to succeed and be a blessing to others. I hope that you find healing everywhere you hurt. Your manipulation tactics are so uncool. Is my presence that much of a threat to you? You should be ashamed of yourself. You’re old enough to be my mother. I wonder what your husband and kids would think about you if they knew how you behave. It’s very pathetic and immature of you! I’m sorry that you are miserable, but it’s not my fault. You would think that you would be a better person given the illnesses you have suffered from, but no, you still want to bully me. You tried to push me down, but little did you know, I was being pushed forward. Your tactics may have worked with others in your long life, but not with me. God has made me a warrior, and HE is the ONE who is working on my behalf. I will not stop. Watch me!